Apathy
I laugh, I cry, I sing,
I smile, I dance, I swing,
I can do so many things,
yet I cant keep you alive,
you still try to make yourself die,
how does that make you feel?
i wouldnt know because i cant,
a tear rolls down my cheek,
yet i dont even notice,
i hug you yet i cant feel your warmth,
try as i might i feel no comfort,
when you hold me when i cry,
i dont know why im sad,
or why my heart hurts so,
i dont know why my dad never calls,
or why i never want to go,
i skip, i fall, i hate it all,
but i dont have a clue why,
why do people glare at me?
do they really hate me that deeply?
once again i dont know what i did,
they continue to walk around like sheep,
trying to be like everyone they meet,
i will continue to be myself,
everyone else can goto hell,
maybe people hate me because my emotions dont show,
but once again i really dont know.