sick and tired
sick and tired of being left alone,
my heart is hardening into a stone,
empty eyes reflecting the days gloom,
sick and tired of crying in my room,
cried so many tears that i've gone dry;
sick and tired of staying home,
i need to be free, i need room to roam,
happiness comes with a price to pay,
i wished it would come with the suns bright rays,
sick and tired of being blind,
can't even see when someone is turning me down,
can't seem to get rid of this perpetual frown,
sick and tired of hateful glares,
people dont even seem to care,
they walk around with their heads in the clouds,
leaving the earth they need to come back down,
sick and tired of wisdom beyond my years,
wish i could be a kid again with childhood fears,
ive traded kisses and hugs with depression and friends on drugs,
sick and tired of sadness and depression,
now a days hate and rage is an obsession,
sick and tired of being stabbed in the back,
why do all these days have to be colored black?
sick and tired of so much mistrust,
people hurting people with one quick thrust,
i want to close my eyes and this will all be just a dream,
nothing could be as bad as this world seems.
